Like that there's somehow this like, you're going to graduate from one level to the next? The thing I worry about is being like stuck a little bit.
There was - there was a period where I was very aggressively trying to like not let go of memories.
The story of like what actually happened to the best that I can remember it, I like made myself sit down and write down these details.
But, you know if I interrogate it like even a little bit it feels like the reason the chore is not done is probably because I don't want to deal with it.
It was based mostly on the novel by William Diehl.